I want to be a new life

I want to die and born at the same night

I feel bored and tried and exhausted

Something makes  me confused

Isn't anyone try to treat and hold me from the damn things
which i made?

I want to see one who brings  my life up to the heaven

I want to great someone love that i haven't seen it before

I want to avoid the bottom status people I hate it

I want to say "here" to them

I want to be an achieved life and I will go on and on

and now i take a black magic from the god who encourages  me
to fight things 

someone tell me " unless i fight for my heart , i will lost the way"  IT is TRUE!!!!

now i consume that i take a new life who outs of  reach from damn and poor people
Plz  recognise  U can look but don't touch  

Next semester i try to study hard than it should ever been

I will practice the English with my aspiration for picking up the living life

I confess that my loneliness is killing me now but i know how to pass it at the same time

everybody must be surprised with the exchange of my life

i am going to serve for u....